Exams

I' am finally finish with my exams for this school year.
Just waiting for my finial grades to be put up on vip and i will be great.
I only have one more year and i will be graduating. YAY ME. LOL
It only took me 5 year but who leave college on time these days.
Trying to look for a job this summer.

CRY

Why did you do this?
We Can't trust you anymore.
You broke my Mother heart

You make her Cry.
I hate to see my mother cry.
i wish i can make everything better.

you are not welcome anymore in that house.
we gave you so much but all you do is hurt the people who love you.
you hurt us.

don't come knocking on the door again.
you are not the person i grow up with.
i will always love you but i have to let you go down that path.

Love you

diabetes

A week or two ago, i had a dr appointment. I had blood work done to check for diabetes and if i'm Anemia. well days passed by and My mother got the phone call to say what my result was. Well my mother called me and told me that i'm borderline diabetic. i was so upset and so sad that i'm almost to the point of becoming diabetic. i know my mother and her side of the family have Diabetes and my father side of the family have Diabetes but i thought ok Alisha, you doing great and everything, so i was not thinking about becoming diabetic. well yeah ,i have to lose about 20 to 25 pounds and watch what i eat. Ok i know that im 5'0 and 161 pounds but i lost a 10 pounds this past summer and i thought i was doing good but yeah no. Rashonda and I going to the gym every Monday, Wednesday, and Friday and i trying to eat right and have a healthy food intake.

Demi Lovato - Gift Of A Friend

I LOVE MY FAMILY AND FRIENDS.

EVERYTHING is better now

EVERYTHING IS BETTER NOW AND I HAVE GREAT PEOPLE AROUND ME AND I KNOW MY LIFE IS GREAT AND IM LUCKY TO BE ALIVE.

Long time coming

There a lot of things i want to say but i know it not going to come out right or say what i really want to say. Well i move into my new apartment with Rashonda and Juile who we use to live with but i will get into that part later. Well it all started out great. we move in we got along well enought but i guess things don't stay the same. Rashonda and I was busy looking for a job because we thought we had a job in store for us when getting this apartment. Julie already had a job and she got me and Rashonda a job at the place she work for. It a moving company for military.
It all started out good but when Rashonda boyfriends started to spend every weekend at the apartment Julie and I both got mad because it seems like he was always here and she and i was holding this in for a while. I can speak for my self when saying that i didn't want to bring it all in the open because i did not want to get Rashonda mad but i guess Juile waited to long to say something and everything went up in smoke that very day. We all came from work that day and our top lock of the door was lock and i know i was upset but Juile was upset too and i guess she was so mad that she told me about it and she called Rashonda in my room and everything hit the fan. they Started to yell and everything. I think that i was quite when they was talking and yelling. So i thought everything was go to hell.
I didn't really think that Juile will come to Rashonda like that, i thought that she will talk to her women to women and not to yell like she did. so when everything happen i thought that Rashonda and I friendship went to yell after that. I try to get all of us to talk it out and that did not happen really well. then all of us went our own ways. then Rashonda text me and wanted to talk to me alone and i agree. we talk and talk and we work everything out and we were good. Our friendship with Julie went done the drain. the next day she took her own car to work and stop talking to us for a reason that i don't know. i try to talk to her the next day and i ask her what was wrong with her and she told me that she was just looking at the computer. WTH. Rashonda even text her wanting to talk because she was over the whole fight but she did not response.
Rashonda and i was still working at that moving company and everything was great for a couple of weeks entill this women that work their started to act like a 15 years old and was making Rashonda and my life at that job a living hell and durning that time Julie still was not talking to us. When Rashonda came home we will talk and have fun but when she came home she was just go in her room and stay there. she will wait intill rashonda and i was in our room with our door close to come out and get something to eat. (REALLY) she cut her self off from Rashonda and I. Everything was good with everybody else at the work place but one day everything went to yell and Rashonda and I quit that job becuase that girl was trying us. we were helping these people with loading a job on their truck and they thought we were just sitting down doing nothing. so when the big boss came he saw that we were doing something but he told us to go to the back and do something with the trash. Rashonda was like she is not doing this and she was going to quit the job and i said to her, she is not leaving me all alone and i quite too. when we came to pick up are check mrs. nice lady give us this sheet saying that julie wanted to break the lease and move out. that really piss me off because she did not come to us and told us she ask someone else to do her dirty work. so i took the pen and sign that shit.
I loss of respect for that girl that day. after that me and rashonda was going to take a break from staying in Columbia so she went to visit her family and i went to visit my family. while we was visiting our family Rashonda found out that she was moving out that friday and my first thought was how did she get a place that fast. so i started to think i know she was planing this for a long time. I was so piss off and hurt that i was crying. she did not tell us when she was moving out and when can we move the light bill in my name our rashonda. Rashonda got that taken care of and i called her to ask her all this and everything. after that i know that i did not wanted anything to do with her.
i could never be friends with that girl again. i gave her a second chance out the goodness of my heart and she hurt me like that. i wish her the best but she made her bed and now she has to sleep in it. happy news is that Rashonda and I is still friends no we are family like sister. I believe that this was a learning exp. and i i learn from this. I got the feeling that im leaving out some stuff but i know later i will tell you. (when i remember).

song that i love

have not really updated in a long time so i said what the hell just update your favorite song at the moment. lol. i think i do this all the time. next time i will tell you about the new appartment. it so great and so big. lol. i love my bedroom. i just the great.